finally blogging once again after almost 4days.....sry to those who were awaiting for my posts :p the past few days have seriously been quite depressing....but i have finally gotten over it! =) thx to all those that encouraged me and were concern about me..and ultimately god...thanks alot...its really great to see that there are still so many frens that care about me and stay around during my darkest moments...^^ the feeling of being love is more than what words can describe..the kind of feeling that warms the heart and melts the soul.leads you out of darkness and into the light...people often take many things for granted. the frens around them. their loving family. people who care for them. they do not realise the true importance and the support of them. for once i was a fool in not appreciating the care and concern of these people. and blindly seeking for a so-called eternal love. resulting in only anguish and sorrow when the reality turns out to be cruel. many a time. we do not get our wishes fufilled. our dreams realised. our goals completed. it is not the end of the world. seek refuge in your loved ones. those that believe in you. that trust you and love you. do not blame in on anyone and learn from the mistakes. always trust in the lord and have faith in him. follow him and believe that He has planned for a better tomorrow. take things a step at a time and do not rush things. live in his image and his name. and you will be slowly guided towards the light.

all this may sound very philosophical. but that's what i truly believe in. and hope this piece of advice can work for those lost souls outside. those that faced the same problem as me. those that are confused and 'homeless'. remember. that are always people around us that love and care for us. do not take this blessing for granted or regret is too late. Appreciate what others do for you. and do not criticise or mock others. because you may never know when it is you turn to be mocked.

Thanks alot you guys.